I'll never forget that rainy Saturday in St. Louis.
We were all back visiting my mother. Still just one kid by this point as my wife was just two months pregnant with our second. We were still in Duluth.
I had gone downtown to the Dome The Rams Play In (sorry, this goes back to my sports anchoring days where I refused to say the 'corporate' name of any stadium/dome unless they were giving me a cut of the action) for some convention but, mostly, to look at the fire trucks on display.
As we're taking the light-rail, an entertaining experience if you have a toddler with you, back to her house, I get a phone call.
"Bad news about your station," my wife said. "Something about a merger." A merger in the media business means that people are going to get fired. Especially if those people work at the weaker outlet. Which, as was confirmed four times a year by the good folks at A.C. Nielsen, was where I worked at.
The eleven crazy months then began.
Upon our return to Duluth, I sent out panic e-mails to everyone I knew in journalism. I looked at newspaper jobs, radio jobs and then I came across an interesting piece of information:
A job with the Wisconsin Badger basketball team, as Director of Basketball Operations.
So, of course, I applied to join Bo Ryan's staff in whatever it was a DBO (as they are called in the business) does.
This comes as no surprise to those who have known me for years, but me chasing pipe dreams involving Badger Basketball was nothing new. During my college years at UW, these three men all agreed, in various years, that I was not Big Ten material. Let's see...that's two that coached in the NBA and one that cultivated a Final Four team in 2000 and is seen as the Vince Lombardi of Basketball in Wisconsin.



I thought about this DBO position with the rule I always had when looking for jobs. Fire it off and forget.
Of course, I never got the job but I discovered the kernel of inspiration for The Interim which, looking back, is the better end of the deal, anyway.
Fast forward four months.
I'm flying back from St. Louis, this time solo, after a very successful piece of my book tour for Gotcha Down. I was blessed to have enjoyed a solid book signing at Barnes & Noble, back in Ladue (St. Louis suburb) where many of my old English teachers showed up, a bit amazed that a mediocre 'B' student could actually become a real writer of fake tales. I was on KMOX-AM 1120, the Sports Voice of America, with host Mike Grimm for a generous hour that seemed like it was only seven minutes. I met up with friends I hadn't seen in ten years.
Somewhere in the flight, we hit a minor pocket of turbulence heading into Duluth. And I come up with The Interim. I thought back to that DBO job that I didn't get and thought about the plane I was on, bouncing through the clouds. Flashes of the Oklahoma State crash in 2001 went through my mind. I started to scribble out a plot. In about thirty minutes, I had an idea of what I wanted to start writing.
A little context here: Each and every day I drove into work at that station in Duluth, I didn't know what was going to happen. I might get fired. I might not. Most of 2004 was a bizarre scene. Co-workers openly looking and talking about jobs in other stations and cities. Others playing Internet poker (for real money), on the clock because, well, what are they going to do...get fired? Without question, the loosest newsroom I've ever worked in.
When I would get home, around 11 p.m., each weeknight, still full of the stress of surviving another day but not knowing what the following day would bring, I'd sit down and type. Furiously. 1,500 words one night, 3,500 the next. No TV. No music. Just a dim light and a laptop. I'd hear my son stirring in his room if I pounded the keys too hard.
This went on for months. Through Thanksgiving. Then Christmas. I actually wrote The Interim in "real-time". If you go through the book and see the chapters set in December or January, I wrote them at the time. It even got to the point where, if Wisconsin State was playing on a Wednesday night game, I'd write that night. This may sound like a silly ritual, but it did give me some definition amid what I was going through at work.
By January, we all knew the station was going down. Could be days. Could be weeks. The Interim passed 90,000 words, then 100,000, then 120,000. I was still writing The Interim and I was still employed...I might actually win the race to finish The Interim before I would meet the guillotine.
March 8, 2005.
Everyone in the newsroom terminated.
Except for me and three others.
Yet after that day (known as Black Tuesday for those of us who lived it), even though I survived the cuts, I didn't have the stomach to keep writing. It was as if the heart, the soul of The Interim had been cut out.
Nine days after Black Tuesday, I found out that I just might be able to come "home" to Eau Claire.
I didn't pick up finishing The Interim's final 20-30 pages until early October, 2005. By then, all of the stress of 2004 had faded away. Took a long weekend to finish the first draft of The Interim that October, mostly just recapturing the tone of the previous 300 pages.
Part of writing fiction, at least for me, is that you have to be in the middle of some emotional extreme (anger, anxiety, frustration, family illness, pain, etc.) to produce really telling, memorable, exciting-may-I-read-another-page prose. As stress-packed as those last eleven months were in Duluth, I gotta say, I'm proud to have The Interim as the result.
I hope you get the chance to check it out.